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it’s me. hi y'all!!! super random but totally feel like this is the only space i have left to be real and open with anyone who reads this lol. it’s been almost a year that i moved away from family and that’s hit me very hard. never in life have i felt so alone. many many nights i’ve cried myself to sleep over the emptiness i feel in my heart. i never thought i’d feel this way but i’m learning to live with it. struggling with myself day to day wondering why i haven’t found a connection with anyone hasn’t been good on my mental health. wondering if i’ll spend the rest of my life by myself has been a constant thought. the older i get the more i realize i do crave companionship. i never thought i would but it’s hit me very hard this year that i do. the men i gave my time to never seem to work out and i simply don’t want to keep trying this online shit anymore. this summer i’ll be moving back by family and i think my heart will finally be put back together again. I CAN’T WAIT!!!! <3

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